Experiencing the Holy Spirit in Prayer

In John 5 Jesus is speaking to the Pharisees; He says, “You do not have His word abiding in you, because [Him] whom He sent, Him you do not believe”   The Father sent Jesus, but they don’t believe Him. Why? Because they don’t have His word abiding in them.

• Verse 39 is when it began to really become clear. He says, “You study the Scriptures, for in them you think you have eternal life, but these are those which testify of Me. You are unwilling to come to Me that you might have life (Jn. 5:38).
• Often we as believers confuse the value of bible understanding we get. We confuse its value, thinking, “It’s complete; it’s enough understand the verse.”  Yes, it’s valuable to understand the passage, but it’s incomplete, and often you end up with head knowledge, but you never interact in a fresh way with the Living Son of God, by the Spirit.

• I read verse 39 once and I was shocked, I said, “That’s what I do.  I’m searching”— ‘studying’—“the Scriptures. Only engaging my mind. I thought that through Bible study I would experience life. That was the same problem the Pharisees were having; but here’s the key phrase, in verse 40: “But you are not willing to come to Me that you might have life” (Jn. 5:40).

  What came to my thinking the first time I saw this, changed me forever, it is that you can do Bible study all day long, but if you don’t take the Word to Jesus with a hungry heart, you don’t experience life. It hit me like a arrow, that I wasn’t coming to Him in this way. “You’re not dialoguing with Me. You’re not interacting with Me in your searching of the Scriptures.”  The written word must take us to the Living Word, this is the way to the life and food of the Word..

  So from that point on, I began to try and have a running dialogue with Jesus as I read the Scriptures.  Each passage is a door to knock on and ask Jesus for the Eph 1:17 spirit of Revelation.  The bible never says to read it in a year, but it says over and over to meditate on it.

  We must fellowship with the Holy Spirit by talking to Him (1 Cor 13:14).

• The bible highlights two ways to focus our mind in seeking God: God on His Throne (Rev. 4) and God in our innerman.  The Spirit flows from our “innermost man,” its where the Holy Spirit lives in us if we are born again.  We know from Scripture that He dwells in our innermost man (John 7:38), but we only experience Him in the innerman.  The innerman contains our mind will and emotions (Eph 3:16) We turn the attention of our soul to the Spirit in our spirit to grow in the deep things of God.

1 Cor 2:14  But the natural man receives not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness to him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.

• Meditation must be made prayer to enter the heart.  Christianity is relationship with the Man Jesus, we are sanctified and transformed by beholding Him, via the Word and Spirit.  Paul reveals here, that Scripture verses aren’t too just be figured out by the mind, but require the Holy Spirit to impact the heart, we want living understanding.  It takes God to get God.

38 If any man thirst, let him come unto me, and drink.  He that believes on me, the way the Scriptures say,  From his innermost being (belly, KJV) will flow rivers of living water.  (Jn. 7:38 NAS)

• By believing the Scriptures with authentic faith, we will connect with God and experience the Holy Spirit.  This experience Jesus likens to drinking from rivers of living water. Getting the Word alive in your heart takes time and focus, it must become your main priority, and you must resist activity and speech that hinders it.  If we will commit to aggressively feed our heart on the Love of God, we will take spiritual ground and be anointed by the Spirit to love God in yet greater ways.  If we are not aggressively taking new ground, we will lose the ground we have, in stagnation.

The Mind Mouth Heart Method

Reading Scriptures gets them in our mind, and we need to love God with all of our mind, but speaking them over ourselves and speaking them to God, gets them in our heart.  John 15:7 reveals that if His words abide in you, you will have greater authority in prayer and see more answers.

4 ways to go Deeper-

1) Pray-Read Scripture to God (thanking Him, asking for revelation or power to obey).

• Jesus said “You search the Scriptures, for in them you think you have eternal life; and these are they which testify of Me.  But you are not willing to come to Me that you may have life.” (John 5:39-40)   Scriptures will impact us when we pray them directly, not just thinking about them or studying them.  We when meet with Jesus, the Scriptures are our anointed conversation material.  “We let the written word take us to the Living Word, Jesus.”

• So depending on the verse, we can thank God for the truth in it, and then ask for revelation on the verse, or ask for power to obey them.  The Scriptures are living and active (Heb 4:2) and are so powerful to transform us and renew our mind as we pray them.  They rewrite the code of our inner man enabling us to abide in God/Christ to dwells within us (Eph 3;16-19).  We renew our mind (Col 3:10) and walk as a new creation.
• So with a verse like 26 The Holy Spirit…will teach you all things… (Jn. 14:26) We would pray, Thank you Holy Spirit that you teach me, I ask for revelation on what it truly means for you to teach me, and help me to understand you leadings.  Or John 15:9 As the Father has loved Me, I love you.  We would pray, Jesus thank you for this love, strengthen me with might (Eph 3:16) to experience this love.  I ask for greater revelation of this love.  And we would worship and journal revelation.

• Continually asking for revelation is so powerful, we grow in revelation.  Each Scripture is like a door we knock on, as God is inviting us into encounter, in the Knowledge of God.
• The Holy Spirit is with us to teach us, like Jesus taught His disciples.  We must lean not on our own understanding, but seek God.  It helps to ask for the Eph 1:17 Spirit of wisdom and revelation and enlightening of the spiritual eyes.
• 26 The Holy Spirit…will teach you all things… (Jn. 14:26)
• 13 The Spirit of truth…will guide you into all truth; He will tell you things to come. (Jn. 16:13)
• 27 The anointing…abides in you, and you do not need that anyone teach you; but as the same anointing teaches you concerning all things… (1 Jn. 2:27)

2 Cor 4:3 And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled only to those who are perishing. 4 In their case the god of this world has blinded the minds of the unbelievers, to keep them from seeing the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God.

This verse is speaking of unbelievers. But until we see Jesus, I believe we have more light to see in the gospel of Jesus.  I believe there are Christians who have lost their way, and even some that haven’t, that been dealing with a blinding. However the way to deal with the blinding is to behold Jesus and ask for the light of the Holy Spirit to reveal Him.

Eph 1:18 I pray that the eyes of your understanding would be enlightened

I am convinced of the powerful and strategic nature of this verse to open up Scriptures.  Jesus said to ask, seek and knock, each verse is a door we can knock on and meditate and ask for revelation.

2 Cor 3:18  But we all, with open face beholding (dimly) the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the LORD.

The “beholding and becoming” principle – whatever we behold (meditation unto revelation) in God’s heart towards us becomes awakened in our heart back to God (transformation).  Bible study is crucial, but so is beholding.  Renewing our minds happens by agreement with the Word.  But transformation happens by beholding prayer.  By beholding we will change our emotional chemistry.

Eph 2:6 He raised us up together, and made us sit together in the heavenly places in Christ…

We are seated now, in the Spirit, in heaven.  Yet most of us live our lives from the earth.  What a difference to live life from heaven to earth in our prayer time.  Our inheritance is the Holy Spirit that would take the things of God and make them known to us but we must prioritize time for this with a daily schedule.  It’s hard for this to happen without scheduled discipline.

Col 3:1-2 Therefore if you have been raised up with Christ, keep seeking the things above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God. 2 Set your mind on the things above, not on the things that are on earth.

I’m starting to have a deep awareness my continual nearness to the throne room of Revelation 4 and Ezekiel 1. Ezekiel 33:17 is being fulfilled our lives, by the new Covenant. Our eyes are seeing the King in His beauty. And this is changing everything. Obedience is so much easier when you can see the throne.

“The eye is the lamp of your body; when your eye is clear, your whole body also is full of light; but when it is bad, your body also is full of darkness. (Luke 11:34).

He who has my commandments and obeys them–he it is who loves me. And he who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and will clearly reveal myself to him.”(John 14:21 WNT)

PRACTICAL HOW-TO

John 5:39-40 You search the Scriptures, for in them you think you have eternal life; and these are they which testify of Me. 40 But you are not willing to come to Me that you may have life.

1. We want to let the written word take us to the Living Word.  –Jeanne Guyon.  Communion with the Holy Spirit (2 Cor 13:14) is our goal in this model.  We see here the principle of ‘coming to Him’ using the Scriptures that testify of Him.  Each verse we can: 1. Thank Him for and 2. Ask for either revelation or power to obey.
2. So with a verse like 26 The Holy Spirit…will teach you all things… (Jn. 14:26) We would pray, Thank you Holy Spirit that you teach me, I ask for revelation on what it truly means for you to teach me, and help me to understand your leadings.  Or John 15:9 As the Father has loved Me, I love you.  We would pray, Jesus thank you for this love, strengthen me with might (Eph 3:16) to experience this love.  I ask for greater revelation of this love.  Then worship and journal revelation.  This is the model.
3. Scriptures will impact us most when we pray them directly, not just thinking about them or studying them.  We when meet with Jesus, the Scriptures are our anointed conversation material.   So depending on the verse, we can thank God for the truth in it, and then ask for revelation on the verse, or ask for power to obey them.  The Scriptures are living and active (Heb 4:2) and are so powerful to transform us and renew our mind as we pray them.  They rewrite the code of our inner man enabling us to abide in God so that Christ can more fully manifest within us (Eph 3;16-19).

1. The Gen 1 principle is that the Holy Spirit hovers and waits to move in power wherever the Word is spoken by those in covenant with the Father.  Therefore we value the Scripture in prayer. The Spirit lives to reveal Jesus, and impart His love to us, he waits for us to speak and we develop this relationship and grow in a prayer life, we experience it more.
2. Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will dine with him, and he with me (Rev 3:20).  We are seeking to behold and experience, we want to not just ‘read the menu, but eat the meal’. Each Scripture is a meal, yet we far too often only read the bible as a menu, never partaking of the deep things of God and ordering and eating (meditating and dialoguing on the Scripture).  
3. If a man love me, he will keep my words (written on our heart Heb 10:16): and my Father will love him, and we will come to him, and make our home with him. (John 14).  Continually asking for revelation is so powerful, we grow in revelation.  Each Scripture is like a door we knock on, as God is inviting us into encounter, in the Knowledge of God. The Holy Spirit is with us to teach us, like Jesus taught His disciples.  We must lean not on our own understanding, but seek God.  It helps to ask for the Eph 1:17 Spirit of wisdom and revelation and enlightening of the spiritual eyes.

27 The anointing…abides in you, ..as the same anointing teaches you concerning all things… (1 Jn. 2:27)

He will teach us, we just need to slow down and have faith. David calmed and quieted his soul (Ps 131:2). We need to dial down or just take our foot off the gas pedal and listen (without stirring our souls up to fervor). An over-active soul keeps us out of sync with the subtle movements of the Spirit. We quiet our soul to connect with the Spirit’s whisper in our heart (the still small voice (1 Kings 19:11-13)). We quiet the turbulent activity of our soul in our clamoring for attention, pleasure, a restless anxious spirit that naturally active.

OUR MIND AND OUR HEART

16 “This is the covenant (promise) that I will make with them… “I will put My laws (Word) into their hearts (emotions) and in their minds (understanding) I will write them…” (Heb. 10:16) 

A.    Mind: God promises to release the spirit of revelation to our mind until we progressively gain living understanding of His Word. We are promised enough insight to succeed in the assignment that God has given us in this life. Heart: God promises to empower our emotions until we feel the power of His Word with new holy desires. God promises to write His Word on our heart and mind (2 Cor 3:3) as He wrote the ten commandments on tablets of stone (Ex. 31:18).

32 Did not our heart burn (with desire) within us…while He opened the Scriptures to us?…45 He opened their understanding, that they might comprehend the Scriptures. (Lk. 24:32, 45)

B.    God writes His Word on our heart as we live by it. We are to live by or be spiritually healthy in our heart by feeding on God’s Word which is  the holy transcript of His heart. Our heart lives and becomes strong and healthy by feeding on God’s Word in spirit and truth. The opposite is also true. Our heart dies and becomes weak and sick without feeding on God’s Word. The most substantial way in which we feed our spirit and bolster our spiritual strength is by feeding on God’s Word in spirit and truth (each applies this differently). Many are spiritually in the ICU with a sick heart and a diminished spiritual appetite. The “voice of the Spirit and the Word” is stronger than the “voice of sinful lust.”

4 He (Jesus) said, “It is written, ‘Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of God.’” (Mt. 4:4)

C.    Prayer, fasting, meditation on the Word, and obedience positions our heart before God to freely receive. These activities do not earn us God’s favor. Analogy: we put our cold heart before the bonfire of God’s presence by seeking Him in the Word in spirit and truth. God opens His Word to us progressively (little portions) and in accordance to the time we feed our spirit on His Word.

• To fellowship with the Holy Spirit means we talk often to Him as we give our heart to Him. It means we hear back from Him in a two way dialogue. The Holy Spirit honors our part in the relationship by not forcing us to dialogue with Him, if we do not want it. He does not want conversation or friendship with anyone who is not desperate or hungry for it. Love requires a voluntary response. He waits beckoning us to a deeper and more continual conversation.
• 6 Set Me (Jesus) as a seal upon your heart…its flames are flames of fire. (Song 8:6) We set Jesus as a seal on our heart by fellowshipping with the Spirit as God’s light, fire or river in us. The Holy Spirit ministers in us a bright light that drives darkness out and overpowers the darkness of confusion, accusation and rejection (Jn. 1:5); a consuming fire that devours everything that gets in the way like bitterness and addictions: a flowing river that connects our heart with the spontaneous movement of God’s heart (Jn. 7:37-39).
• As we linger in His presence, speak affectionately (intermittently saying to God, “I love You”) speak slowly (not rapid fire), softly (not shouting at the indwelling Spirit), briefly (short phrases not paragraphs, even reducing phrases to one word) and minimally (listen twice as much as talking by limiting our speaking to one third) with many pauses, praying with our spirit (1 Cor. 14:2) along with gently sighing (Rom. 8:26) with gazing in silence for few seconds or minutes.  “Less is more” in terms of amount and volume of speaking. Journal: take time to record thoughts and prayers so as to capture the truths He gives us.

A Daily Verse Meditation Guide (Read it, Write it, Sing it, Say it, Pray it):

Take a notebook or some paper and divide it up like this.  Choose one verse each session and see where you can go in God.  God is faithful to meet you, don’t give up, but keep seeking until he meets you.  Write down everything that moves you, it could be the Spirit.

WALKING IN THE SPIRIT

16 I say then: walk in the Spirit, and you shall not fulfill the lust (sinful desires) of the flesh. 17 For the flesh lusts (wars) against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh… (Gal. 5:16–17). 

A.            The “flesh” in Paul’s theology includes sinful physical pleasures (sensuality, gluttony, alcoholism, etc.) as well as sinful emotions (pride, bitterness, anger, defensiveness, etc).

B.            We will walk in the Spirit to the degree that we “fellowship with Him.” One of the great benefits of the New Covenant is that at our new birth, the Holy Spirit begins to live inside us to empower our hearts (Jn. 3:3-5). We experience His power most in our heart as we fellowship with Him.

14 …The love of God and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all. (2 Cor. 13:14, NAS)

C.            Principle: we walk in the Spirit by talking with the Spirit. The fundamental and introductory way to walk in the Spirit is by maintaining an active dialogue with the indwelling Spirit. This is key to our transformation and renewal. It is so simple that it causes many to miss it. Words quench or release (activate) the Spirit in us more than anything else. (Quench not the Spirit.  1 Thes 5:19)

D.            If we just talk to Him, He will talk back. He will speak to us once He gets us in the conversation. He speaks to us by giving us subtle impressions that release power on our mind and heart if we respond to them. He will talk us out of sinning and quitting.

E.             We will not walk in the Spirit more than we talk to the Spirit. He will help us to the degree that we talk to Him. We will not obey Him more than we talk to Him. The moments that we dialogue with Him are the moments in which we are most aware of His power in our inner man.

F.             We talk to the Holy Spirit as the way to experience the release of His power in our inner man. He releases small measures of power on our mind and heart, but the power is real.

G.            To be “led” by the Spirit (Gal. 5:18; Rom. 8:14) is to follow His leadership by being watchful of the Spirit’s promptings, especially in our spiritual life (thoughts, words and deeds). We honor (instead of ignore) the Spirit’s leadership in the small decisions of our spiritual life. We walk out the Spirit’s values in our daily life choices (v. 19-22). We cultivate an awareness of the Spirit’s leadership in what we say (speech), what we look at (eyes), how much time we give to feed our spirit (schedule) and how we spend our finances (money). We must refuse the lie that the Holy Spirit is not Lord, and thus, viewing His promptings as optional.

17 Now the Lord is the Spirit; and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty. (2 Cor. 3:17)

H.           To “live” in or by the Spirit (Gal. 5:25) is to be empowered with the Spirit’s life as we are fed by the Spirit’s food which is the Word of God. One with an under-nourished spirit will walk in lust.   -Our words quench or release the Spirit in us more than anything else. When speaking to the Holy Spirit speak slowly, tenderly (I usually do not articulate my words out loud) and sparsely.  Remember that “less is more” when speaking to the Holy Spirit.

I.              Our dialogue with the Spirit is greatly enriched by pray-reading the Word. We will fill our heart with God’s Word because the “voice of the Spirit and the Word” is much stronger than the “voice of sinful lust.” Bible study must create an active dialogue in our heart with God.

Revitalizing Music’s Divine Role in the Church

Inspired by Bob Sorge’s Following the River, which starts here:

“When this river began to take over the concerts, Mickey Hart (one of the band members) coined a term to describe what was happening. He would say, “It’s when the seventh man shows up.” So I asked my friends what he meant by that term. Apparently there were six people in the band at the time he coined the phrase. He was recognizing that there was a power present in the concert that went beyond the members of the band. There was a spiritual presence which gave to the band an impact that exceeded the sum of the parts.

The Grateful Dead had found the river—the other river—and used it to promote their own agenda. But I will say this to their credit: They discovered more of what God intended through music than have most churches today. It is here that the saying applies, “‘I will provoke them to jealousy by those who are not a nation’” (Deuteronomy 32:21). We who have the right to the great river of God stay back in the shallows of our rigid service orders and miss the fullest purpose for which God created music.

(When Santana saw Phish he used the metaphor of the music as water and the instruments as a hose, when the band was ‘on.’)

My point in this here is not to talk about The Grateful Dead per se. The point I want to make is that where there is the counterfeit, it is testimony to the existence of the genuine. The experiences of a secular band only serve to substantiate that there is a reality that is available to us in God—a river of divine glory that can be touched in corporate worship.

When they touched their river, they described it as “when the seventh man shows up.” But when we touch our river, I prefer to call it “when the Fourth Man shows up. Now I’m referring to the time when Nebuchadnezzar threw the three Hebrew slaves into his fiery furnace, but when he looked into the flame, he saw not only three men walking around, but also the form of a Fourth in the fire (read Daniel 3). And the Fourth looked like the Son of God—because that’s who He was!

There is a fiery river to be found in God, and when we find it, it is a blazing inferno in which the Fourth Man, Jesus Christ, reveals Himself. In this fire, bondages are burned away. (The ropes were burned off the hands of the Hebrew men.) In this fire, there are manifestations of the Glory of God. There are healings and miracles; there is power to be delivered from demonic snares; there is a holy anointing that causes unbelievers to fall on their face in conviction, to confess their sins, and to leave the meeting saying, “If you go to that place, you will meet up with God!” (1 Corinthians 14:25). from Bob Sorge’s Following the River.

There is a need to rediscover and embrace music’s divine purpose within church practices. The current state of church music often remains confined to the realms of order and ritual.
◦ The bands of these types often have a massive bank of songs to choose from and are like the host Jesus spoke over bringing out ancient treasure. The church is often led nowadays to revive the old songs in a renovated context
◦ In exploring the depths of music’s influence, both in the secular and sacred realms, we uncover a profound truth: music is not merely a form of entertainment or a component of ritualistic practices. It is a powerful medium that transcends the boundaries of the physical world, touching the spiritual and the divine. The Grateful Dead’s journey, while rooted in the secular, inadvertently sheds light on this truth. Their experiences with the “other river” and the “seventh man” phenomenon are not just curiosities of a rock band’s history; they are signposts pointing to a larger reality.
◦ This larger reality is the untapped potential of music in worship. The church, in many respects, has yet to fully embrace this potential. While the Grateful Dead ventured into uncharted territories, albeit in a different direction, the church often remains anchored in the safety of tradition and structure. This cautious approach, while understandable, may limit the full expression and experience of the divine in worship. Music, in its purest form, is a vehicle for spiritual expression and connection, a concept that many traditional worship services have yet to fully realize.
◦ The lesson here is not to replicate what the Grateful Dead or any other secular band has done. Instead, it is to recognize and learn from the intensity and depth of their musical exploration. Their experiences suggest that when music is engaged with passion and openness, it can become a conduit to something transcendent. This is the lesson the church needs to embrace. By moving beyond the confines of prescribed formats and embracing the emotive and spiritual power of music, worship can transform into a more profound, more authentic encounter with the divine.
◦ IThe journey through the world of music, both secular and sacred, is a testament to its power and potential. The Grateful Dead’s experiences, while seemingly distant from the realm of the sacred, inadvertently highlight the profound impact music can have on the human spirit. For the church, this is a call to action—a call to explore the depths of music’s divine purpose, to enrich worship, and to deepen the connection with the spiritual and the divine. Music, in its most elevated form, is not just an art; it is a pathway to the divine, a bridge between the human and the holy.
◦ The Existence of the Genuine

The thrill-seeking crowds at Grateful Dead concerts were unconsciously seeking something very real – a divine encounter that their souls were made for. Though the band tapped into a counterfeit “other river,” the reality of the spiritual experience they facilitated reveals the existence of the genuine – a holy river meant to connect us to God.
◦ This concept extends beyond music into every area of life. Wherever there are counterfeit versions of something, it testifies to an original, divinely-crafted version. From transcendence to community to beauty, the secular world recognizes the contours of spiritual ideals without understanding their source. These faint echoes of the true and eternal remind us that every human soul has an innate longing placed there by God Himself.
◦ Music’s Divine Potential

Music is no mere accessory in worship gatherings. It serves as a God-given conduit for people to experience the real presence of God. Through musical worship, hearts are opened up to the move of the Holy Spirit in fresh and powerful ways.
◦ Sadly, many churches today have not embraced the full potential of this dynamic. Music is treated as a perfunctory part of the service rather than an active channel for spiritual breakthrough. Structures tend to stifle spontaneity and quench the Spirit. The gap between this reserved approach and the raw, risky musical exploration of a band like the Grateful Dead reveals the vast untapped potential still waiting to be unlocked.
◦ A Call to Deeper Worship

The church is overdue for a comprehensive embrace of music’s spiritual potential in worship. For too long, formulaic song selections and familiar rituals have kept congregations safely within their comfort zones, while a deeper well of wonder and divine encounter waits just beneath the surface.
◦ The time has come to actively pursue God’s more – to let patience have its perfect work as churches learn to wait in stillness for fresh direction from the Spirit. As we let go of control and venture beyond our usual musical boundaries, we can encounter new dimensions of His presence. The same God who spoke to a rebellious people through Balaam’s donkey is willing to use the languages of any music to reveal more of Himself, if we will get our of His way.
◦ Just as the Grateful Dead learned to “let go and let God” on stage, local churches can adopt that same posture to make room for the wind of the Spirit to blow through their worship. Imagine what might happen if congregations set out to intentionally host His presence through music, rather than passively waiting for Him to show up! Deeper surrender leads to greater breakthrough which leads to more wholehearted abandon. Like the band, church musicians can enter that beautiful feedback loop with the Holy Spirit Himself as He uses their offering to take worship to new places.
◦ Clearly there are insights to be gained from the world of secular music when it comes to understanding the transcendent power songs can hold. The uninhibited musical exploration demonstrated by the Dead stands in stark contrast to the structural rigidity that permeates so much of institutional Christianity.
◦ Seeing that dichotomy should provoke us to ponder a probing question: Could it be that the world offers more spiritual freedom in their concerts than does the Church in her congregations? Of course the goals are different; one seeks momentary escape through fantasy while the other provides through access to eternal reality. Still, one cannot help but wonder if the Church has neutered something in music that God intended to be wild, dangerous, and radically liberating.
◦ The allures of fame, profit, and pleasure will always limit how far secular musicians can delve into spiritual matters. However, for the worshiper wanting to plumb the depths of music’s power in the service of God, there is literally no limit. The sounds and songs given for His glory provide unlimited access to His presence, if we will lay aside our agendas.
◦ In the wandering journeys of spiritual seekers and secular rock stars, there lies a reminder that music itself is an integral path to the Divine. While counterfeits confuse, they also confirm an authentic yearning placed in all people by God. As imitators gesture awkwardly toward heavenly realities, the Church has an opportunity to reclaim what has been misdirected. May we recognize in the musical echoes of eternity the invitation to meet God through song in the here and now. Let worship be the sublime adventure it was always destined to become as the sounds of earth penetrate the veil and resound through the heavens.
◦ Understanding the profound influence of music, both in secular and sacred contexts, is crucial. The Grateful Dead’s journey, while rooted in a realm far from traditional worship, inadvertently sheds light on the untapped potential of music in spiritual experiences. Their exploration of the “other river,” a counterfeit spiritual experience, paradoxically highlights the existence and power of genuine spiritual encounters through music.
◦ In the realm of worship, music is often underutilized, treated as a mere accessory to the service rather than as a vital, transformative element. The contrast between the Grateful Dead’s deep dive into the musical experience and the church’s often cautious approach is striking. It’s as if, in their search for something beyond the tangible, the Grateful Dead stumbled upon truths that the church has been hesitant to fully embrace.
◦ This realization calls for a deeper exploration of music within the church. Moving beyond the confines of rigid service structures and traditional formats could open the door to more profound, authentic worship experiences. Music, when fully embraced, can be a powerful conduit to experiencing God’s presence, a tool for deeper spiritual connection that many churches have yet to fully exploit.
◦ Moreover, there is much to learn from the secular music realm. Bands like the Grateful Dead, despite operating outside the sphere of organized religion, demonstrate the immense power of music to move and unite people on a deeply emotional and spiritual level. These insights from the secular world can inspire the church to explore new dimensions of worship and spiritual expression. The aim is not to mimic secular practices but to understand and harness the true power of music as God intended.
◦ Clearly there are insights to be gained from the world of secular music when it comes to understanding the transcendent power songs can hold. The uninhibited musical exploration demonstrated by the Dead stands in stark contrast to the structural rigidity that permeates so much of institutional Christianity.
◦ Seeing that dichotomy should provoke us to ponder a probing question: Could it be that the world offers more spiritual freedom in their concerts than does the Church in her congregations? Of course the goals are different; one seeks momentary escape through fantasy while the other provides through access to eternal reality. Still, one cannot help but wonder if the Church has neutered something in music that God intended to be wild, dangerous, and radically liberating.
◦ The allures of fame, profit, and pleasure will always limit how far secular musicians can delve into spiritual matters. However, for the worshiper wanting to plumb the depths of music’s power in the service of God, there is literally no limit. The sounds and songs given for His glory provide unlimited access to His presence, if we will lay aside our agendas.
◦ In the wandering journeys of spiritual seekers and secular rock stars, there lies a reminder that music itself is an integral path to the Divine. While counterfeits confuse, they also confirm an authentic yearning placed in all people by God. As imitators gesture awkwardly toward heavenly realities, the Church has an opportunity to reclaim what has been misdirected. May we recognize in the musical echoes of eternity the invitation to meet God through song in the here and now. Let worship be the sublime adventure it was always destined to become as the sounds of earth penetrate the veil and resound through the heavens..

Prophetic Word to Leaders – Raise the Bar

An Era of Exposure and Visibility

Ephesians 5:11 and 13. It says, “Do not participate in the unfruitful deeds of darkness but instead even expose them. But all things become visible when they are exposed by the light.”

In this era, we are called to live in Truth, righteousness, and the knowledge that God is aware of all that transpires. It is a time of exposure and confrontation of darkness, knowing that God is both the revealer and the solution to these issues.

Exposing the Hidden Truth

Light, for everything that becomes visible is light. Luke 12:2-3, as translated in The Passion Translation, reminds us that everything hidden will soon be exposed. The facade is falling down, and nothing will be kept secret for long. Whatever you have spoken in private will be public knowledge, and what you have whispered secretly behind closed doors will be broadcast far and wide for all to hear. It’s crucial to understand that this revelation isn’t reserved for leaders with great influence; it applies to all of us. We are all part of the same boat of humanity, subject to the same Creator.

A Prophetic Word of Revelation

The Lord declares, “I am light, says the Lord, and in me, there is no Darkness at all. I will shine my light into the darkness of men’s hearts and ways, exposing things that have not been seen or noticed by others. Shockwaves will hit my body as deeds of darkness become exposed. I have watched my people fall into diverse temptations, even though I was there to beckon them to turn away.“

The Persistence of Divine Conviction

The Lord’s persistence in calling us to repentance is evident. He knocks with conviction on the door of our hearts over and over, sending warnings and calls to realignment with His truth. Yet, some continue to ignore His conviction and invitation to repent. Others are sent to give warning, but still, some remain unresponsive. It is now time for open exposure.

A Call to Repentance and Healing

Just as the Lord took Ezekiel into the inner part of the temple to reveal the abominations taking place in secret, in this hour, He will make these hidden things known. His heart is filled with love and a desire to heal. He reminds us of the universal principle: “Whatever a man sows, he will also reap. If you sow to the flesh, you will reap corruption.”

Rescue and Deliverance

The Lord loves His people and all whom He has created, but He must rescue and deliver. Time has been given for repentance, but those who have hardened their hearts have refused to turn away from deeds of darkness. The darkness is spreading and infecting others like a virus, and it must be stopped. It’s an act of love to expose these hidden truths.

Facing the Consequences of Exposure

Some may wonder why such exposure is necessary. The answer lies in love. Due to this exposure, many will be tempted to lose trust, and some individuals may even lose their faith. However, it is a necessary step towards cleansing and freeing God’s people from the darkness that threatens to engulf them.

Walking in Uncompromising Integrity

This is an hour to walk closely with me, for I never compromise what is right, and I never change. I am the same yesterday, today, and forever. I always walk in integrity, love, truth, and wisdom. Even when men and women shall fail you, I will not fail you. Draw close to me in this hour and trust me. Without exposure, healing cannot come. Without exposure, cleansing cannot come. Without exposure, alignment cannot come. Solutions cannot come. It is time my house shall be cleansed, even as I cleanse my house by exposing and overturning the money changers’ tables. So also shall I cleanse my house in this hour.

Shining the Light of Truth

I will shine my light and expose the deeds of darkness so that true freedom and Kingdom life will be made manifest. We are in a season of exposure, and the one that you’re going to hear about later today, if you haven’t heard about it already, is only one, and there will be others. The issue is not about who’s going to be exposed or what’s going on; it’s how we respond.

Handling Failures with Grace

How are you going to respond when you hear about the failures of human beings, about the failures of great men and women of faith who have supposedly led the way and forged trails for others? All of a sudden, you see them falter and fail. How are you going to respond? That’s what we want to address in our house. We want to set a standard in this house so that we can be kept safe as we walk through this, so that we can be kept close to the heart of God as we process these failures. This is not the last one we’ll hear about; it’s not the first one, and it won’t be the last one. But how we handle it is going to make the difference.

Standing Strong in Faith

So, I want to quickly give you some places to stand. First, please keep your faith in God strong. When men fail you, realize that the frailty of human beings is out there for all of us to see. Look to God and keep your faith in Him strong, no matter what. It’s hard when you see respected and honored leaders falter. It’s not easy, and it can be crushing to hear what has happened. But it cannot cause us to lose our faith in God because He is bigger than anyone’s failure, and He has a solution for it all.

The Latter Glory

The latter glory of the house will be greater than the former. He will find a way for His blood to cleanse, His word to sanctify, and for Him to strengthen the body and bring about His purposes. We just have to determine whose team we’re going to be with, and we’re going to be with Team Jesus. Do not waver and play into the…

Standing Strong Against the Enemy’s Schemes

In Ephesians 6:10-12, it is written, “Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of His might. Put on the full armor of God so that you will be able to stand firm against a scheme of the devil. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places.” It’s crucial to understand that none of us are exempt from attack. That’s why we need each other, the support of the house of God, and the strength of our spiritual family.

Facing a Real Enemy

We need to be aware that there is a very real enemy out there. As Jesus said, “The thief comes to steal, kill, and destroy, but I came that you would have life in its abundance.” While the prince of this world may come, he has nothing in common with Jesus. So, it’s important to take time to minister to your soul, invest in its health and the alignment of your life. Regularly seek spiritual guidance and support, for life happens, and the dust can settle. It’s worth the investment.

Examine Your Heart and Avoid Judging

Examine your own heart and life, but avoid judging others. It’s easy to fall into the trap of judging those who have hurt us, questioning how they could do what they did. We might wonder how they could hurt the body of Christ or crush the souls of so many. It’s a natural response, and we often see it all over social media. However, we are not of that spirit. Instead of judging and condemning, we should cry for mercy. We need to cry for mercy for ourselves, as we all require it. We can judge behaviors as ungodly, but we cannot judge a person’s heart. Condemnation is a final judgment that we should leave to God.

Trust in God’s Justice

God will deal with the transgressors in His own way, but it’s not our role to pass final judgment. We are called to love, support, and extend mercy to one another. Trust in God’s justice and focus on your own heart and soul. Let’s not forget that we all need God’s mercy, and by extending it to others, we create an atmosphere of healing and restoration in our own lives and the lives of those around us.

Leave Final Judgment to God

We don’t have the right, authority, or power to condemn anyone. Only God possesses the perfect slate and is the author of the standard that can bring final judgment or salvation. If you can’t save, you can’t judge. Jesus, the Savior, is the only one who can judge. As 1 Corinthians 11:31 states, “But if we judge ourselves rightly, we would not be judged.” Let us focus on our own hearts.

Self-Examination and Control

In 1 Corinthians 9:27 from The Passion Translation, it says, “I subdue my body and get it under my control so that after preaching the Good News to others, I myself won’t be disqualified.” Matthew 7:1-5 warns against judgment: “Do not judge, so that you will not be judged. For in the way that you judge, you will be judged, and by your standard of measure, it will be measured to you.”

Removing the Log from Our Eye

Why do we look at the speck in our brother’s eye but do not notice the log in our own eye? How can we say to our brother, “Let me take the speck out of your eye,” while a log is in our own eye? We must first remove the log from our own eye before helping others with their specks. When we examine our own hearts and ask the Lord to search them, it becomes easier to have mercy for others.

Understanding Different Battles

We might not be facing the same challenges as someone else, so we cannot claim that we would never do what they did. Under different circumstances and warfare, our actions might surprise us. Instead of pridefully saying, “I would never do that,” let’s remain in God’s mercy. Mercy will not only cover others but ourselves as well. When man fails, God will bring justice, truth, and alignment. We must trust Him for that and desire mercy for all.

Beware of Little Foxes

As the saying goes, “It’s a little fox that destroys the vine.” In a conversation with a spiritual leader, they shared an insight about how the dynamic works when dealing with temptations and failures. The enemy often comes with temptations, and we can all be tempted.

Breaking the Cycle of Temptation

The enemy often comes with temptation, and if you don’t hear the conviction of the Spirit that accompanies the temptation and choose the temptation over conviction, you’ve essentially denied the Lord and accepted the devil. The behavior then takes root in your life, and you begin to cover it up, just like the pattern in Genesis. You hide your transgressions, and when the temptation comes again, you might even say, “I’ll never do that again,” but you’re still covering it up. You’re not being accountable, not seeking help or prayer. The cycle continues, and every time you deny the conviction of the Spirit and fall into the temptation, your ability to overcome weakens. You’re trading your strength for the weakness the devil offers. Eventually, a demon can conquer your heart, leading to the deceitfulness of sin described in Hebrews. You become adept at hiding your sin, and your thoughts become deceptive. It can go on for years without detection by those around you because the devil is cunning.

Heeding Conviction and Avoiding the Cycle

To avoid falling into this destructive cycle, it’s crucial to heed the conviction of the Holy Spirit immediately when it comes. Don’t let those little temptations take hold.

Receiving Healing and Acknowledging Pain

When faced with disappointment and pain, it’s essential to acknowledge your feelings. It’s natural to react with shock and hurt, as I did when I heard this news. I felt crushed and didn’t expect it. I love and respect this person deeply. The pain was overwhelming, and I had to acknowledge it. If you don’t acknowledge your hurt, you might start reacting out of it rather than receiving the healing you need.

Avoid Reacting out of Hurt

Don’t let hurt dictate your responses. Instead, seek the healing you need. Personally, I had to spend time with the Lord, soaking in His presence, and saying, “Lord, I need healing.” This situation hurt not just me but also the man of God involved, his family, and those who have worked alongside him.

Remember that healing is essential for everyone involved. Reacting out of hurt can only perpetuate the cycle of pain and misunderstanding. Instead, acknowledge the pain, seek healing, and respond with love and grace.

Navigating Pain and Disappointment

As we grapple with the recent events and revelations, it’s important to remember the many years of faithful service that have touched the lives of countless individuals and organizations worldwide. The pain and confusion that arise in such situations can be overwhelming. How do we reconcile it all? How do we help people navigate through this without inadvertently fueling the enemy’s agenda instead of strengthening God’s work?

Seek Healing and Support

If you find yourself in pain, seek the healing you need. Reach out to a trusted source, perhaps a counselor or pastor, for prayer and guidance. Acknowledge your pain and disappointment; it’s a crucial step towards healing. Spend time in the presence of the Lord, just as I did, soaking in His love and seeking His healing touch. The Lord is faithful, and He will bind up your wounds.

Lean on Mature Believers

Process your emotions with mature believers who can help you draw closer to the Lord in this challenging situation. Avoid joining with others who may be reacting out of anger or hurt. Instead, find strength in those who can guide you through this difficult time. Our church has a wonderful pastoral team that can provide support and wisdom.

Act with Wisdom and Love

Remember that it’s a book of Acts, not a book of react. Don’t retreat or engage in bitterness, ridicule, or cynical attitudes. Reacting in such ways won’t lead to healing or resolution. Instead, seek to act in wisdom, love, and care. Lay hold of God’s mercy and avoid dishonoring others through reactionary judgments.

Raise the Bar

In moments like these, the enemy may try to silence us with accusations, but it’s essential to raise the bar higher. We must maintain an uncompromised devotion to the Lord, refusing to retreat. Instead, we should rise up and set a higher standard for ourselves and our generation. Let us raise the bar through unwavering dedication to our faith.

In conclusion, as we navigate this challenging time, let us seek healing, lean on mature believers, act with wisdom and love, and raise the bar in our devotion to the Lord. Through His grace and guidance, we can find strength and purpose even in the midst of disappointment and pain.

Striving for Blamelessness in Love and Character

In this house, we’ve always emphasized the value of character. While gifting is essential, it can’t stand alone without a solid foundation of good character. We strive to be blameless in the love of God and His mercy, and we recognize that character is the bedrock that supports our giftings.

Blamelessness in Faith and Righteousness

Being blameless in our faith is crucial. Hebrews 12:3 encourages us to mark out a straight path for our feet, ensuring that those who are weak and struggling won’t stumble but will instead become strong. When we raise the bar of righteousness personally, it not only benefits us but also those around us. We are called to love others into the light, out of darkness, and we are anointed by God for this purpose.

Raising the Bar of Love and Truth

When we raise the bar of God’s love, truth, righteousness, and standards in our own lives, it has a ripple effect on the world we live in. Our actions, guided by these higher standards, can make a significant difference in our community. Isaiah 54:14 tells us that in righteousness, we will be established, far from oppression, and free from fear and terror.

Strength in Times of Leadership Challenges

It’s always disheartening when a leader falls, and it’s a vulnerable time for the body. However, we must remain strong for Jesus, strong in Jesus, and not retreat but move forward. He is worthy of our commitment. While we acknowledge the fallen, we also remember that God loves them deeply. He understands their journey, their past, and the battles they’ve faced. He stands with those who have fallen, and His patience, kindness, and love are boundless.

A Heart of a Savior

We carry the heart of a Savior, not excusing sin but recognizing God’s patience and love. As a house, we aim to live in such purity that our community can trust us. The Christ in us is the hope of glory, and it’s worth laying down our lives for this calling. Jesus encourages us to take up our cross every day and follow Him.

In conclusion, our pursuit of blamelessness in love, character, faith, and righteousness empowers us to impact our community positively. As we raise the bar personally, we align ourselves with God’s standards and become agents of change in a world that desperately needs the light and love of Christ.

Embracing Humility Over Ego

One of the recent messages from the Lord that’s been weighing on my heart is the peril of ego. The moment we start elevating ourselves, desiring things solely for our own benefit, boasting about our achievements, or becoming upset when our self-interest is threatened, we begin a downward spiral. This is precisely why the concept of the cross is so potent. When our ego rears its head, we must embrace the cross and declare, “This is about You, Jesus. What do You want me to do for Your glory? I surrender everything for Your sake.” It’s not about us, our comfort, blessings, reputation, or accolades—it’s all about Jesus. When we crucify our ego, love pours forth. This is what occurred when Jesus died on the cross—love spoke for all eternity. Our desire is for this house to be a house of love. Every challenge to love is an opportunity to grow in love.

Crying Out for Mercy

Are you ready to cry out for mercy? We do cry out for mercy, Lord. We acknowledge that You chose the mercy seat over the judgment seat. Your cross was a mercy seat, and Your throne in heaven is a mercy seat. We rely on Your mercy for all involved, the transgressors, the victims, and everyone else. Lord, we are needy and dependent on Your mercy. In the midst of this catastrophe and pain, we exalt You and invite You to fill us afresh with Your love.

Waging War Against Pornography

A new mandate has been placed upon me by the Lord this summer, and it’s a crucial one. He instructed me to wage war against pornography, and I believe many of you will catch this anointing even as we speak. We need a return to sexual purity. The Lord revealed to me the presence of a strong spirit of pornography that is pervasive and damaging. It’s time to stand against it, to fight for purity, and to declare war on pornography.

In conclusion, the battle against ego and the fight for sexual purity are two significant challenges we face. Embracing humility over ego is the path to love, while waging war against pornography is vital for maintaining sexual purity. As we walk this journey, we must remember to cry out for God’s mercy and invite His presence to fill us with love and strength.

The Battle Against Evil Forces

Jezebel, as well as spirits like Baal and other demonic forces with assignments related to sexual perversion and exploitation, will face exposure and aggressive confrontation in the next five to ten years. We are embarking on a war, and we won’t cease until victory is achieved. Each month, we will gain ground and celebrate victories. Additionally, whistleblowers will emerge to unveil what has remained hidden in this realm. God will make appeals for repentance, but if those involved do not turn from their ways within the given time, exposure and the full weight of the law will follow.

Saying “Yes” to Conviction

The enemy always comes to tempt us – that is simply the reality we face. A wise Christian psychologist explained the common dynamic where leaders fall into long-term hidden sin. When temptation comes, conviction from the Holy Spirit comes right along with it. However, if we ignore that conviction and choose to indulge the temptation instead, sin takes root in our lives. From there, we hide it away and cover it up rather than confessing it and bringing it into the light. Each time the temptation cycle repeats, that sin gets its hooks deeper into us and becomes harder to resist. Ultimately our hearts can become conquered by demonic oppression if this pattern goes unchecked.

Understanding the Temptation Cycle

There’s a common temptation/sin cycle. When the enemy comes with temptation, conviction from the Holy Spirit arrives as well, appealing to our conscience. However, if we dismiss that conviction and indulge the temptation, sin gains an initial foothold in our lives. From there, sin acts like a virus – replicating and spreading bit by bit unless stopped.

Hiding and Covering Transgressions

Once we open a door through temptation, shame and secrecy often follow as we hide what we’ve done underneath layers of religious performance and effort. Without the light of confession and accountability, sin gathers momentum like a snowball rolling downhill. As behavior gets driven deeper underground, the accompanying rationalization and self-deception gain strength over time. Tragically, this dark undercurrent can masquerade successfully for years without exposure.

Saying “Yes” to Conviction

But the solution lies right at the beginning of the cycle – saying “yes” to conviction rather than dismissing it or scheduling it for later. Quick obedience to the Spirit’s whispers protects our hearts from hardening through incremental compromise. As John Bevere writes, we never stand still spiritually – we either go towards truth or slide towards deception. May God grant us ears to hear and tender hearts to respond!

Covering Up Our Struggles

When we say “yes” to temptation and “no” to conviction, several consequences follow. Not only does that behavior take root, but a natural instinct kicks in to hide what we’ve done wrong. Just like Adam and Eve scrambling to cover their nakedness, we conceal our spiritual failings underneath fig leaves of secrecy, rationalization and religious performance.

When we say “yes” to temptation and “no” to conviction, several consequences follow.

Rather than confessing and exposing sin to get help, we often declare “Never again!” while continuing behind closed doors. Without accountability, temptation returns and finds a heart increasingly desensitized. As this cycle repeats, resistance grows weaker each round through compromised integrity and unjudged sin.

An Open Door For the Enemy

Despite our best efforts, covered transgressions rarely stay hidden forever. In the courts of heaven, denying conviction and indulging temptation constitutes saying “yes” to the devil’s influence in our lives. As he gains legal access through unchecked sin patterns, the enemy progressively blinds our discernment of truth, accelerates justification of wrongdoing and pads layers of deception to prevent exposure.

What begins as flirting with temptation opens the door to demonic oppression and conquest further down the road – if we refuse to confess and take necessary stands. But in any season, there is hope through accountability, counsel and declaring Jesus supreme authority once again in every area.

The Gradual Spiritual Downgrade

A dangerous dynamic unfolds when we repeatedly trade the Spirit’s conviction for the immediate gratification of sin. Each compromise makes us incrementally weaker, as we forfeit spiritual strength bit by bit in exchange for the enemy’s offerings. Persisting in this pattern provides the leverage for demonic powers to gain influence and an ownership stake over sections of our heart.

In the long run, covered sin also corrodes our ability to discern truth from deception. As Hebrews warns, unaddressed iniquity leads us into a “deceitfulness” where our thinking grows warped enough to justify behaviors previously unimaginable. Masking transgressions requires incredible skill over time – not just to hide it from others but also to silence the protesting voice of our conscience.

Heeding Conviction Quickly

That’s why it’s imperative we learn to heed the Spirit’s conviction promptly when it comes. Saying “yes” to those whispers right away protects us from falling prey to sin’s incremental hardening effect over time. If we make room for “small” sins to slide, we open the door for “big” sins to destroy later on. Just as a wise mariner stays vigilant about minor course corrections, we must guard our hearts against compromise that doesn’t seem like an immediate threat. Maintaining short accounts with God defuses many issues before they detonate out of control and that’s the way forward today.

The Father Heart of God: Understanding and Healing

Understanding the Father Heart of God is crucial for living a life of holiness without shame. This concept highlights God’s role as a loving, caring, and forgiving father, contrasting with human experiences of fatherhood that may be fraught with trauma and disappointment. For many, their experiences with natural or earthly fathers, or male figures, have been traumatic, shaping their perception of fatherhood in negative ways. This can pose significant challenges in perceiving and embracing the father heart of God, which is central to Christian faith and spirituality.

The church, while a sanctuary for spiritual growth and guidance, has often overlooked the deep-seated traumas its members carry from their relationships with their earthly fathers. These traumatic experiences can hinder individuals from fully understanding and accepting the loving nature of God as a father. The church, in its teachings and practices, sometimes inadvertently perpetuates these struggles. For instance, statements made by pastors and church leaders that are insensitive or disparaging can further alienate those grappling with father-related trauma, making it more difficult for them to find healing and solace in their spiritual journey.

Statistics reveal that disparaging statements from church leaders can have a profound impact on parishioners, affecting their ability to receive healing and embrace the father heart of God. Such statements can reinforce negative perceptions and experiences, creating a barrier to spiritual growth and understanding. This issue is critical because the way individuals perceive God, especially in the context of a father figure, deeply influences their spiritual life, including their ability to live in holiness and maintain a consistent devotion.

I propose that healing from the wounds inflicted by our natural fathers is essential for developing a correct understanding of the scriptures that reveal the father heart of God. While the Holy Spirit, through Jesus, can illuminate the nature of God as a loving father, often the unaddressed trauma related to earthly father figures can obstruct this spiritual enlightenment. This hindrance is significant, as it not only affects one’s perception of God but also impacts long-term obedience, holiness, and heartfelt devotion.

Moreover, the integration of therapy and psychological healing, advancements made by mankind in understanding and treating trauma, is vital in this process. Addressing these deep-seated wounds through therapeutic methods can significantly aid in reshaping one’s perception of the father heart of God. By doing so, individuals can begin to separate their traumatic experiences with earthly fathers from their understanding of God as a loving, forgiving, and nurturing father. This healing process is crucial for sustaining long-term spiritual growth, holiness, and devotion at the heart level, enabling individuals to fully embrace and live out their faith.

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Addressing the Rising Concern of Narcissism in the Church Community

Addressing the Rising Concern of Narcissism in the Church Community

Introduction: In recent years, a significant issue has emerged within various church communities: the prevalence of narcissistic behavior. My aim is to foster awareness and encourage a path towards healing and positive change. Studies have proven there’s a National Narcissistic epidemic, from both men and women alike and the online sphere is in part to blame, but spiritual language and practice have also given cover to the exploitation of codependency and trusting individuals.

Understanding Narcissism: Narcissism is characterized by self-centered manipulative tactics to cultivate codependents and codependent friendships, and a lack of empathy for the serious damage their actions have on their victims. In a church setting, this can manifest as individuals or leaders who prioritize their own interests, seek excessive attention, and disregard the needs of the congregation. Just because church exists for the Lord, cannot mean the church doesn’t exist for the people.

The Impact on Church Life: The presence of narcissistic tendencies within the church can lead to numerous issues, including damaged relationships, diminished trust, and a shift away from the core values of compassion and community. It can also result in the exploitation of power dynamics, where those in leadership positions may misuse their influence.

Identifying Narcissistic Traits: Recognizing narcissistic behavior is crucial for addressing the issue. Key indicators include a focus on personal achievements, a tendency to manipulate or belittle others, and a resistance to accountability or criticism.

Steps Towards Healing:

1. Awareness and Education: Educating church members and leaders about narcissism is vital. This includes understanding its signs and the importance of empathy and humility in leadership. Red flag pamphlets should be everywhere, and counseling much more accessible.
2. Fostering Accountability: Establishing systems of accountability within church structures can help mitigate the effects of narcissistic behavior.
3. Encouraging Open Dialogue: Creating a safe space for open communication allows members to express concerns and share experiences.
4. Professional Support: Engaging with mental health professionals can provide guidance for those displaying narcissistic traits and those affected by them.
5. Emphasizing Compassionate Leadership: Encouraging leaders to model empathy, self-awareness, and a servant-hearted approach can transform the church culture.

The issue of narcissism in the church is a complex challenge that requires a multifaceted response. Through awareness, education, accountability, and a commitment to compassionate leadership, churches can address this concern effectively. The goal is not to condemn but to foster an environment of growth, healing, and genuine community spirit, aligning with the foundational values of the church.

A Complex Tension

Prophetic Gifts and Moral Failure

Intriguingly, some vocal critics of the International House of Prayer (IHOP) have recently acknowledged the undeniably supernatural foundations of the movement. The detailed prophetic accuracy displayed by founding figures like Bob Jones and Paul Cain seemingly defies natural explanation. Their precise knowledge of individuals’ lives and future events persuaded even skeptics of otherworldly insight. Yet juxtaposed shockingly against such uncanny prophetic capacity is the apparent capacity for grievous moral failings. How could the same vessels channeling divine revelations also engage despicable sin? This paradox leaves many bewildered and disoriented.

When this is over, reporters, documentarians, and religious historians have one of the most fascinating, complex, and unusual stories imaginable. For example, consider the fact that Paul Cain served as Bill Cinton's very close spiritual advisor through the his first entire term.

— Joel Richardson (@Joel7Richardson) December 26, 2023

Paul Cain’s Intriguing Journey: Paul Cain’s journey is particularly noteworthy. His role as a spiritual advisor to President Bill Clinton during his first term, and his alleged involvement with the CIA’s Operation Star Gate due to his prophetic gifts, are both fascinating and perplexing. These roles suggest a recognition of his spiritual insights in spheres beyond traditional church boundaries.

The Dual Nature of Spiritual Leaders: This duality reflects a broader theme in spiritual leadership: the coexistence of divine gifting and human weakness. The phrase “new levels, new devils” encapsulates this idea. As individuals ascend to higher levels of influence and spiritual insight, they often encounter new temptations and challenges. The very traits that make them effective in their divine calling can also make them susceptible to manipulation and moral failings.

The Challenge of Discernment and Accountability: The church community faces the critical task of discerning genuine spiritual gifts while remaining vigilant against the pitfalls of narcissism and manipulation. It is essential to recognize that possessing extraordinary spiritual gifts does not exempt one from moral and ethical standards. Leaders must be held accountable, and their actions scrutinized, to prevent the misuse of their influence.

Embracing Humility and Integrity: In response to these complexities, church leaders and members alike must emphasize humility and integrity. Acknowledging human limitations, even in the context of divine gifting, is crucial. Leaders should strive to balance their spiritual insights with a commitment to ethical conduct and the well-being of their communities.

IHOP Takes Action Against Reported Spiritual Predator (Video Here)

IHOPKC has faced recent criticism over its handling of alleged emotional and sexual misconduct. However, investigation reveals that upon receiving member complaints, IHOPKC leadership did succeed in removing one accused spiritual predator from all official positions. While justice remains in progress at the date of her post, and victims still bear scars, the insider emphasizes it important recognizing IHOPKC’s efforts to validate complaints and intervene in the accused’s role. This is not a local thing but unfortunately an epidemic spanning decades in the body of Christ worldwide. 20 years ago, 10 years ago it was normal to hear, “I don’t want a man to pursue me unless God told him to do so.” Leaving a lot of men in a passive state toward the woman they saw a future with and a lot of women in the situations Courtney describes and leaving the only individuals taking action, being the ones with disorders.

Recognition of Red Flags Yes, that story was filled with red flags. The most disturbing one, he won her heart via manipulation and future faking and then used prophetic promises he got her to buy into; to prey on her, making her feel like she was disobeying God by standing against him as he pushed the limits of her submission and tested his coercive control.

Hope for Reform or Closure I have to believe these are the kinds of things new leadership will address and not in the temporary fix until we forget kind of way. I’m hoping for a reform. They’ve started linking to resources on their website and making more material available. There really needs to be a lot of counseling, prophetic oversight, and understanding, which has been lacking before. There’s a huge need for trauma awareness, recognition of manipulators and narcissists, and a culture of mental health awareness.

Shift in Attitude Towards Mental Health We need to be far from opposing the attitude that ‘God can use counselors.’ If there’s even the slightest bit of trauma, Christian counseling should be available, especially in a broken community. Many people come there after traumatic experiences, often without full parental support, or with a lot of confusion and relational brokenness. The statistics and studies show a significant number of people coming from abusive backgrounds.

Awareness of Narcissistic and Predatory Behavior There’s so much awareness needed around narcissistic and manipulative behavior that needs to be shut down. It’s not necessarily about being a sexual predator, but more about being a relational predator, someone with the intent to manipulate people and situations for their own benefit. In her story, it felt like he was trying to win her heart and affection for complete submission, ingraining himself into her entire social circle, and eventually preying on them.

Praise for Standing Up to Manipulation Calling out what he did was so bold. After the smear campaign which was part of the narcissistic discard and he came back, doing what’s called ‘hoovering’, Courtney’s standing up to him was commendable. She showed that she was not the malleable, codependent prey that he was cultivating and scared him off.

Concerning Statements and Potential Legal Implications

In Mike Bickle’s recent public statement, he included the concerning phrase “not admitting” to additional abuse allegations beyond the confirmed inappropriate behavior. I wish it was a point blank denial, it feels like an oversight at best. Especially as former IHOPKC leader Dean Briggs has now stated clearly on his YouTube channel that he personally knows of two other women who experienced emotional entanglements and false promises of future relationships from Bickle.

Using one’s ministerial position and the counseling context to foster inappropriate emotional intimacy remains deeply morally and ethically bankrupt. And in Missouri, there is legal precedent for prosecuting such abuse under certain conditions if proven true.

While legal experts could explore the details much deeper, the main point remains that deception and abuse of power bear grave moral weight with significant legal implications. Even if specific charges prove difficult to prosecute, this shaking calls all leaders everywhere to utmost integrity. The closer we walk with God, the less opportunity for corruption thrives.

When you think of a narcissist, you probably envision a self-obsessed, flamboyant individual who dominates every conversation, could be that’s just an ego-centric talker, the world has hijacked the word. Even worse, the more common covert narcissism is a quieter, more subtle subtype of narcissist where someone uses guilt trips and shame and mutual friends to control others yet lacks empathy for the feelings of those close to them. There’s all kinds but the word we usually mean is egocentrist, unless we are talking about a manipulator.

For Emotional Predation Awareness:

27 Signs of Emotional Manipulation to Know if You’re Being Used By Someone

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/communication-success/201510/14-signs-psychological-and-emotional-manipulation

Surviving Passive Aggressive Antisocial People – Covert Abuse

Embracing Grief, Truth, and Justice

IHOPKC’s Break with Mike Bickle and Leadership Changes

In a significant development, IHOPKC has severed ties with its founder, Mike Bickle, due to “inappropriate behavior” and “misconduct,” including allegations of clergy abuse. This decision has been compounded by the resignation of IHOPKC’s Executive Director, Stuart Greaves.

Grieving the Loss: Impact on Staff and Leaders

Those who devoted years to the ministry are now grappling with the realization that the spiritual community and mission they dedicated themselves to were potentially marred by abuse and coverups. This revelation is deeply distressing, and it’s important to acknowledge and share in the pain felt by those affected. I write this to offer what little I have that it may help the struggling and counter the cynical voices.

Encouragement to Share Stories and Pursue Truth

In light of these events, it is crucial to encourage anyone with knowledge of inappropriate leadership behaviors within IHOPKC to come forward. Sharing their experiences with investigative reporter Julie Roys can be an important step in preventing further abuse and ensuring accountability. It’s essential to prioritize believing victims and not allow fear or misplaced loyalty to obscure the truth.

Solidarity with Survivors: Affirmation of Love and Bravery

In the midst of the turmoil surrounding IHOPKC, my most heartfelt prayers are with the survivors who are at the very heart of this pain. For any survivors reading this, please know that you are deeply loved and valued. Your courage in speaking your truth is a powerful testament to the triumph of truth over fear. You are deserving of justice, and your bravery is recognized and honored.

My heart aches for the suffering you have endured. It’s my heart’s hope that the future commitment is to build stronger systems of accountability and take proactive steps to prevent further abuse and you will never be forgotten in this process. I have to trust the leadership is committed to acknowledging and learning from these failures and the movement is dedicated to creating safer spiritual environments and ensuring that such harm does not recur.

Responsibility and Accountability of Leaders

This highlights the greater level of responsibility and accountability assigned to those in spiritual authority. As James 3:1 warns, “Not many of you should become teachers, my fellow believers, because you know that we who teach will be judged more strictly.”

And Peter exhorts leaders to be “examples to the flock” not domineering over them (1 Pet 5:2-3). The higher the platform, the greater the potential impact of sin – whether abuse of power, financial misdeeds, sexual misconduct or deception. Therefore, God holds leaders to a higher standard, as to whom much is given, much also is required.

This painful shaking leaves many serious questions for the charismatic church to grapple with. How did things progress so far without intervention? What bred an environment where multiple complaints were potentially suppressed? Did that even happen? Are accountability structures adequate within ministries granted high public trust?

Oversight is Never Not Wisdom

This scandal reinforces that no ministry rests exempt from corruption apart from rigorous self-examination and oversight. The purifying fire falls, testing the work of all with holy severity. May it produce new governance emerging with integrity, transparency and the courage to speak truth even amidst success. Our witness depends on it. And our Lord deserves nothing less.

The Unchanging Truth of Christ’s Call

Despite the challenges and pains, the eternal truths that have been glimpsed through our faith and the resonant call of Christ on our lives remain unshaken. By the grace of God, we continue to worship Jesus in all circumstances. We look forward to the day when we will stand united before Him in a realm where there is no sin, sorrow, tears, or pain. Until that day, we stand in solidarity with you, supporting and upholding you.

Apology and Pledge for the Future

On behalf of this movement as someone formerly associated, I extend a sincere apology for the extensive harm caused by neglecting to listen to your voices and failing to protect the vulnerable. I pray they will pledge to prioritize people over power, to listen more attentively, and to act more compassionately and quickly. May God’s peace and comfort envelop you, and may His justice flow abundantly in response to your courageous choices. Know that you have allies and friends within this community who are committed to reform and who hear you, love you, and stand steadfastly with you.

Chaos Within Leadership and Allegations Beyond Bickle

These actions mark a critical turning point for the ministry and reflect the gravity of the situation. Following the announcement, reports of chaos and panic within the IHOPKC leadership have emerged, notably from Stephen Magnuson, Bickle’s former chief of staff at a side ministry called Friends of the Bridegroom. As Mike stepped down from IHOPKC 3 years ago, FOTB has been Mike’s main ministry. Magnuson’s claim that he had forewarned Bickle of potential further revelations adds complexity to the unfolding narrative. His description of the situation at IHOPKC as “blowing up” paints a picture of a deeply troubled organization grappling with its future.

Magnuson’s Accusation and the Need for Due Process

Magnuson’s serious allegation that misconduct at IHOPKC extends beyond Mike Bickle raises significant concerns. His metaphor of amputating a leg to save the body, implying that more comprehensive scrutiny is required, suggests a deeper systemic issue. However, such claims also highlight the necessity of due process. It is vital to avoid hasty or reactionary accusations that could unjustly harm the reputations and lives of many who have been associated with IHOPKC over the years.

Awaiting Evidence and Considering the Community’s Future

While it is possible that further revelations may come to light, it is essential to wait for concrete evidence before passing judgment on the entire IHOPKC community. The organization, built around worship, prayer, and passionate service, has been a part of many families’ lives for decades. These individuals, who have served innocently and devotedly, should not bear the brunt of blame without verified facts. There may still be an opportunity for reform and renewal, allowing the redeemed aspects of IHOPKC to continue under new, more accountable leadership.

Navigating the Complexity of Benefit and Betrayal

Processing the pain of this situation involves recognizing the complex feelings of benefiting from Mike Bickle’s teachings while simultaneously condemning his concealed wrongdoings. It’s important to remember that the faith of the community was placed in God, not in any individual. Even as God’s Word was effectively preached and His Spirit moved in people’s lives, this does not excuse the sin and the dire need for justice and rectification.

The Imperative of Accountability Amidst Human Imperfection

While acknowledging human imperfection, it is vital to hold those who commit deception and abuse of power accountable. The unfolding revelations within the charismatic church are likely to continue, bringing more difficult truths to light. However, amidst these challenges, it is clear that God is actively working to purify and guide His church towards greater integrity, humility, and closeness with Him.

Allegations Against Mike Bickle: A Community in Shock

However, the serious allegations that Bickle abused his spiritual authority and engaged in sexually inappropriate conduct with interns 20 years ago have cast a shadow over his and IHOP’s legacy. These claims, demanding serious attention, have stirred a wave of uncertainty and introspection within the faith community.

The Importance of Listening and Patience in Times of Crisis

As we address this upheaval, it’s essential to prioritize listening over speaking, striving to understand the experiences and feelings of those affected before attempting to offer guidance or correction. Patience and empathy are crucial as the community navigates this challenging time. Our response should be characterized by a deep care for one another, recognizing the complexity and sensitivity of the situation, and fostering an environment where healing and growth can occur.

The Theological Dilemma: Navigating Doctrine and Leadership Failure

The situation poses a complex dilemma: How should faithful Christians respond to IHOP’s doctrines in light of these allegations? Some critics argue that Bickle’s alleged misconduct invalidates two decades of teachings from IHOP. This response, though understandable, prompts a crucial question: Can we separate the potentially flawed leadership from the theological contributions of IHOP? This question underscores the challenge of discerning the value of theological teachings when the moral integrity of their proponents is questioned.

Victim Care and Upholding Justice in the Church

First and foremost, the Christian response must prioritize care for victims and the pursuit of justice within the church. Sexual coercion and abuse, especially by spiritual leaders, are abhorrent and demand zero tolerance. Christian leaders, in particular, must exemplify the highest moral standards. If the current allegations against Bickle are fully substantiated, this would significantly tarnish his credibility and moral authority, necessitating a strong and calculated response from the Christian community.

Rethinking Mike’s Teachings: A Balanced Approach

In responding to these allegations, it’s crucial not to hastily discard all teachings and experiences associated with IHOP. Many believers have experienced profound spiritual growth through IHOP’s ministries, including encounters in prayer rooms, transformative insights from Mike Bickle’s and associates teachings, and life changing events in IHOPKC conferences. I think dismissing these positive experiences entirely could be an overreaction. The challenge lies in discerning how to responsibly handle Bickle’s legacy, separating beneficial teachings from the controversy surrounding his personal conduct.

Discernment in Doctrine: Separating Good from Evil

Navigating this situation requires a balanced approach, avoiding extreme reactions that categorize everything as wholly good or evil. The Christian community must thoughtfully engage in discerning what aspects of IHOP’s teachings align with Biblical truth, separating them from the potentially flawed personal opinions of its leaders. This period of scrutiny could lead to a deeper understanding of doctrine and a more robust engagement with Scripture.

Mike Bickle’s Role as a Scribe and Teacher Mike Bickle was a scribe who diligently stewarded the revelations given to him by God. His teachings consistently pointed back to the scriptures, encouraging followers to seek the same revelations through the Holy Spirit. Bickle is seen not as a foundational piece but as an advocate for scriptural truths and diverse biblical emphases. His advocacy for prayer and holiness in a culture focused on action is highlighted. Bickle’s role in interpreting and documenting the prophetic words in Kansas City is noted, providing context and explanation for the spiritual messages received. His work in documenting these teachings is recognized as significant, though it is acknowledged that a solid biblical understanding does not necessarily require a history of prophecy. The importance of discerning between teachings directly from God and those that are extra-biblical is underscored. The continued relevance of the prayer movement, independent of any individual leader, is affirmed.
Discerning Between Biblical and Extra-Biblical Teachings It’s important to discern between teachings that are truly biblical and those that are extra-biblical, especially teachings that come from Mike but not directly from God. If you have been holding onto teachings from Mike that are not based in scripture, it would have been wise to let them go a long time ago. The prayer movement, as mentioned, existed before Mike Bickle’s time and will continue after, demonstrating its strong biblical foundation. Night and Day prayer is a biblical concept and will persist regardless of individual leaders. Viewing the situation any differently is considered an overreaction and a disservice.

Refining the Prayer Movement: A Call for Accountability and Safeguards

This challenging period could serve as a catalyst for refining and purifying the prayer movement. IHOP, in response to the situation, should seek greater accountability from outside Christian leaders and establish stronger organizational safeguards. Such steps could ensure that the movement evolves in a healthier and more sustainable direction, grounded in a commitment to doctrinal integrity and ethical leadership.

Facing Future Complexities with a Christ-Centered Focus

As the Christian community moves forward, it will undoubtedly encounter unforeseen complexities. The lesson learned and reaffirmed is throughout this journey, the focus must remain steadfastly on Jesus Christ, rather than on any human leader. Christian doctrine should be anchored in the eternal truths of Christ, revealed through the Holy Spirit in Scripture, rather than being swayed by the influence of any single ministry or personality.

Emerging Stronger: A Prayer Movement Guided by Grace and Wisdom

In navigating these tumultuous times, the prayer movement is called to respond with grace, humility, wisdom, and discernment. This approach, rooted in a deep commitment to Biblical truth and compassionate care, holds the potential for the prayer movement to emerge from this crisis stronger and more resilient than ever before built on a holiness foundation with accountability and new standards that are boomer-proof so to speak. I just speak of the patriarchal culture that is constantly being exposed these days in the church and beyond.

Ministry Reputation vs. Care for the Abused: A Troubling Priority

I overheard a few coffee shop convos that deeply saddened me. A concerning aspect of the scandal is the apparent prioritization of the ministry’s reputation over the care and support of the abused. Statements from key leaders, emphasizing the importance of “keeping the fire burning on the altar” – a metaphor for sustained prayer and worship – are just too much for me right now, personally. This focus, can appear insensitive and dismissive when it overshadows the urgent need to address the harm caused by abuse of power. Such an approach suggests a preference for preserving the institution’s image over addressing the needs and wounds of people.

The Disturbing Indifference to Devastation and Coverups

It is alarming to witness the number of Christians who seem more concerned with maintaining or reviving their spiritual vision than acknowledging the profound damage caused by alleged decades-long coverups of misconduct. Prioritizing acknowledgment of the wrongs done, grieving, providing care and counsel, ensuring justice, and taking preventive measures must precede any other concerns. The well-being of individuals should always be paramount.

Victim-Centered Approach: Supporting the Journey to Healing

In standing with victims like Jane Doe, the primary focus must be their healing and restoration. This starts with actively listening to their stories, openly lamenting the harm inflicted, and aiding them in the journey towards rebuilding trust and finding wholeness. Reconciliation or restoration of the ministry should only be considered after the needs of those directly affected have been responsibly addressed and met.

Revisiting Spiritual Ideals: Accountability and Moral Integrity

While it is natural to grieve the loss of spiritual ideals and aspirations, a ministry found to be willfully negligent in addressing abuse loses its moral standing and acknowledgement preceeds rebuilding. Leaders who prioritize the ministry’s reputation over the well-being of victims need to be held accountable for their possible complicity in the wrongdoing. True revival in a religious context should ideally foster humility and compassion, reflecting the nature of Christ, rather than focusing solely on institutional promotion and protection.

Embracing Grief, Truth, and Justice: A Stance of Solidarity

Our response to this crisis must be marked by solidarity with the victims, taking more time to fully hear and understand their experiences, and allowing space for the truth to emerge and letting that transcend business as usual and ‘clapping back’ at those we disagree with, unless done pastorally. We must avoid defensive postures or the rush to restore the ministry’s former status. Recognizing that God remains sovereign even in the midst of turmoil, it is imperative to align our response with God’s heart for justice and care for the abused. In this time, we wait, we lament, and we hold onto hope, prioritizing the needs and healing of those who have suffered.

The Ripple Effect of Scandal in Christian Communities

Scandals such as this have profound effects on Christian communities, creating waves of disillusionment and doubt. These revelations have left many IHOPKC members and supporters of Mike Bickle grappling with intense feelings of anguish, confusion, and a crisis of faith. The impact extends far beyond the primary incidents, touching the lives of those who have invested their trust and belief in this ministry and its offshoots.

Institutional Betrayal and Its Impact on Believers

The concept of institutional betrayal comes into sharp focus in these situations. Followers, who in essence are innocent, find themselves in a state of turmoil as their faith in the organization is severely undermined. The revelation that an entity they relied on could have been fundamentally flawed or deceptive turns their world upside down. For those who have devoted years of service, this crisis raises painful questions about the validity and value of their sacrifices.

The decision to tremble before the holiness of God in these times is a testament to the seriousness with which these matters should be approached. It reflects an understanding that such situations are not merely organizational or administrative issues but touch upon deeper spiritual and moral dimensions. The resignation and severing of ties, in this case, aren’t just organizational shifts; they are indicative of a larger, more profound process of accountability and reevaluation within the spiritual community.

Weep With Those Who Weep

This is not a time for rejoicing but rather for mourning and weeping for the victims involved. It’s essential to acknowledge the pain, the hurt, and the disillusionment that such incidents can cause among believers and non-believers alike. The impact on individuals who have looked up to leaders for guidance, inspiration, and spiritual nourishment cannot be overstated. The revelation of failures or missteps by such figures can shake the foundations of faith for many, leading to a sense of betrayal and loss.

Moreover, this situation brings to light the dual aspects of God’s nature – His kindness and His severity. On the one hand, God’s kindness is evident in His patience and long-suffering, His willingness to give individuals and institutions time to repent and to turn back to the right path. On the other hand, His severity is manifest in the righteous judgments that inevitably come when there is a persistent deviation from His ways. This duality is a crucial aspect of understanding the divine character and how it operates in the world and within the structures of faith communities.

Judgment Begins With The House of God

The concept that judgment begins with the house of God is a sobering reminder that accountability and integrity are paramount in the spiritual life. It underscores the idea that those who take on the mantle of leadership and spiritual guidance are held to a higher standard. They are stewards not just of organizational responsibilities but of spiritual truths and the well-being of their followers.

In light of these events, the response for the broader community of faith is multifaceted. It involves a deep introspection about the nature of spiritual authority and accountability. It demands a renewed commitment to upholding the standards of righteousness, integrity, and transparency that are expected of those in positions of spiritual leadership. It also calls for a compassionate and empathetic approach towards those who have been hurt or disillusioned by these developments.

Ultimately, this moment serves as a poignant reminder of the need for humility, vigilance, and a continuous return to the core values and teachings that underpin faith. It is a time for collective reflection, prayer, and a reaffirmation of the commitment to live out one’s faith with integrity and in alignment with the principles of justice, mercy, and humility that are central to the Christian tradition. This is a time for the faith community to come together, to support those who are hurting, and to work towards healing and restoration, always keeping in mind the complex and multifaceted nature of God’s character and His expectations for His people.

Navigating Personal Turmoil: Compassion for the Unwitting Victims

The secondary victims of such scandals experience an involuntary deconstruction of their lives, beliefs, and identities. They face a storm of emotions – shock, anger, remorse, grief – and the process of coming to terms with these feelings is neither linear nor brief. It is imperative that we provide them with the space and support they need to work through these stages of acceptance, always fostering an environment of hope and understanding.

Finding Unchanging Truth in the Midst of Earthly Scandals

In the midst of such turmoil, it is crucial to remember that while human institutions and leaders may fail, the sovereign nature of God remains constant. His presence with the brokenhearted is a steadfast truth. The gospel’s purity endures, irrespective of the flaws of its earthly messengers. For many, the blessings and positive experiences they’ve had within these communities serve as a testament to a truth that transcends human failings.

Deeper Study and Faith Rebuilding: A Crisis as a Catalyst

For some, this crisis may serve as a catalyst for a more profound exploration of their faith, leading to deeper study, stronger relationships, and a more personal ownership of a faith founded on Christ alone. This period of lamentation and questioning can also be an opportunity for rebuilding, based on a balanced and healthy response. It’s a time to re-evaluate and re-affirm one’s faith foundations, independent of any human leader.

The Complexity of Assessing a Fallen Leader

An interesting complexity arises when even some of Mike Bickle’s most vocal critics acknowledge areas of his fruitful contribution. Despite present allegations, certain teachings and campaigns led by Bickle over the years have helped many believers pursue holiness when other ministries lowered standards in society.

For example, Bickle’s personal testimony and sermon series like “War Against Lust” and the Covenant with One’s Eyes shaped many believers struggling with sexual temptation. His aggressive efforts sought to foster a “culture of purity” within the movement when moral relativism increased elsewhere impacted me greatly. Many of benefited in their walks with God as a result of these series. Possibly his own struggles and reaches for purity informed these teachings

Navigating a Leader’s Success and Failure

This poses a challenge. How do we reconcile positive impact with severe failure in the same leader? On one hand, beneficial teachings and ministries should be acknowledged regardless of the vessel God used, especially when Scripture is upheld. Yet on the other, we cannot diminish the importance of integrity and acting upon what one preaches. Sin always bears consequences, and leaders face stricter judgment.

This tension means balancing multiple truths in assessment of a fallen leader’s legacy. Exposure of any hidden sin absolutely requires accountability and change. Yet even sincere critics can admit God somehow worked good through a flawed person who still requires discipline.

Could This Actually Serve God’s Mysterious Purposes?

Perhaps this very conundrum serves God’s mysterious purposes to draw all of us closer to grace and integrity alike. The shaking wakes us up to avoid hypocrisy, the speck and log in our own eye. And future restoration remains possible when response proves genuine despite the pain.

Man looks outward, but God examines the heart beyond visible heights and failures. Could even this serve to purify the Church He loves while teaching us wisdom? As judgment begins in God’s household, may we respond through mercy triumphing over judgment in the end.

Emphasizing Personal Revelation Over Blind Allegiance

One of the key tenets of IHOPKC’s teaching, as championed by leaders like Bickle and Sliker, was the encouragement for individuals not to blindly accept ideas based solely on the authority of the speaker. Mike and David Sliker especially, always instructed us to ask for the same spirit of revelation they received; rather than just accept what they were teaching as true. They often stressed the importance of personal discernment and verification through Scripture, even as they shared their own impressions from prayer. This approach fostered a sense of genuine humility and intentionality, designed to steer people away from unquestioning loyalty to a ministry or teacher. His copyright was the right to copy; to emphasize message over messenger and fallen vessels.

The Culture of Communion with the Holy Spirit

This culture of honoring personal communion with the Holy Spirit is a fundamental aspect that remains crucial, especially now. In reevaluating IHOPKC’s beliefs and doctrines during this challenging period, it is vital to maintain the Berean spirit encouraged by leaders at IHOP. Their ministry approach serves as a reminder that true allegiance lies not with any individual or institution, but with Christ and His Word.

Beyond Personalities: A Focus on Intimacy with Jesus

While many respected voices have emerged from IHOPKC over the years, the essence of the prayer room experience has always been less about personality and more about fostering a direct, intimate relationship with Jesus. This focus on hearing Jesus’ voice through Scripture even when pouring over countless teachings reflects the wisdom of leaders who aim to guide followers not towards dependency on themselves, but towards personal encounters with God.

Building on a Foundation of Eternal Truth Amid Chaos

In the wake of revelations and reactions, we must guard our own responses with wisdom and care. Now is not the opportune time to pride ourselves for past skepticism, Nor should we overlook that amidst justified outrage, God still desires His people to pray and minister to hurting individuals. I’m reminded of the old chorus “I love it when you sing to me” – God still feels this, though our songs emerge through tears for a season.

Reflecting on the Mixed Legacy of IHOPKC

In contemplating the troubled legacy of IHOPKC, one might draw parallels with the Christmas classic ‘It’s a Wonderful Life.’ Just as the film explores the unseen positive impact of a single life, considering the good that IHOPKC has done alongside its failures may offer a more balanced perspective. Acknowledging the positive effects it has had on countless lives, while never excusing the harm caused, can help in approaching the situation with a mix of lament and grace. The analogy of wheat growing tangled among weeds aptly describes the coexistence of good and bad within such a complex legacy.

God’s Sovereignty in Times of Crisis

Amidst this period of reckoning and purification, it is crucial to remember that God remains sovereign. As His followers, we are called to reflect His righteousness and compassion. There needs to be firm correction for any abusive leadership, but our attitude towards the wounded should be one of mercy, akin to what we have received. Our emotional responses, while valid, should be guided by the Holy Spirit to foster genuine healing and constructive change, rather than contributing to further harm.

The Unfailing Love of Christ for His Church

Despite the profound failures and turmoil, the unwavering love of Christ for His Church endures. This enduring love and commitment from our Bridegroom is a beacon of hope to which we must cling. In this period of upheaval, our focus should be on nurturing the good – the wheat – that has grown, even amidst the harmful weeds that are now being uprooted. This process, underpinned by the knowledge that Christ continuously intercedes for His people, calls for prayers of healing and a commitment to emerging stronger and more faithful.

The Problematic Approach of Watchdog Video Podcasts

In the wake of the scandal surrounding Mike Bickle and IHOPKC, several watchdog video podcasts, such as “Wake Up and Win,” have emerged, claiming to advocate for truth and justice. While these channels have given a platform to the feelings of outrage and suspicion, their approach is often more harmful than helpful. The aggressive tone and methods used in these broadcasts frequently devolve into emotional tirades that lack discernment and restraint.

They often fail to thoroughly verify claims before launching into character attacks and broad accusations, tons of assumptions and careless speculation; resembling more of a witch hunt than responsible journalism. Yet care is taken to promote their interests, seemingly profiting off of trauma. It’s a bit self congratulatory and mostly serves to justify their past clashes with leadership and sows despair with little regard for the trauma and healing of those who are still reeling from the revelations and built their families life around this ministry.

The Lack of Spiritual Fruit in Reactionary Responses

The content of these watchdog podcasts often shows little evidence of the fruit of the Spirit, such as patience, kindness, or self-control. The Bible teaches that human anger does not bring about divine righteousness. Although righteous indignation over abuse is understandable, the broadcast of harsh retribution often does not support the actual victims and tends to create more confusion and division, ultimately serving the broadcasters’ own interests and home business rather than the cause of truth.

Advocacy for Victims vs. Reactionary Outrage

There is, however, a redeeming aspect to these podcasts’ efforts in applying pressure for justice in cases where institutional credibility is lacking. Advocacy for victims and ensuring institutional accountability is crucial. Nevertheless, this advocacy would be far more effective and credible if it involved less defamation and reactionary outrage, and more consistency, evidence-based reporting, wisdom, and restraint.

Pursuing Truth with Christlike Character

As we seek truth and justice in this situation, it is paramount to do so with perseverance, but also with a character that reflects Christ. The stark absence of tears or selfless care for victims but the presence of self promotion, “gotcha” journalism and profiting off others abuse is hard to endorse. Their association over the past decade has been more accusatory than intercessory. The process of revealing the truth is a divine one and should not be dictated by human impulsiveness and anger. Due process is essential to uncover the full context of the situation. Premature and emotionally charged judgments often miss crucial details and can lead to additional harm, especially when the motivation is vindication for ones self and a desire to tear down a ministry because of previous clashes and doctrinal disagreement. We all drink from different streams but there is but one God. Recognizing the mercy we have received from God, our efforts to seek answers and prevent further issues should be guided by patience, care, long-suffering, and restraint, embodying the principles of God’s kingdom.

Resource Update on Spiritual Abuse: Learning from Current Crises

I’d like to highlight the book “Something’s Not Right” as a key resource if you are struggling to feel seen in this moment. This book, an expose on manipulation and coverups in churches and ministries, resonates profoundly with the challenges currently faced by IHOPKC. It serves as a crucial educational tool in these times.

Educational Focus in Churches: Preventing Abuse

The ongoing revelations have prompted many churches to focus on education as a means to prevent further abuse. This emphasis on learning and re-learning vital lessons, even in the midst of revival, highlights the need for constant vigilance and awareness. The relevance of Mullen’s book to the current issues within the Charismatic movement underlines the importance of such resources in fostering understanding and preventing the recurrence of similar issues.

Concern Over Litigation-Oriented Responses

In times of crisis and revelation such as these, there is a critical need to turn to God in humility and seek His guidance and judgment. The absence of this approach, this applied trust in God’s holiness and justice, is not just surprising but deeply troubling. It raises questions about our foundational beliefs and the principles that are supposed to guide us, especially in challenging times.

The Greater Grief: Neglecting God’s Threshing Floor

Perhaps what grieves the Lord most is not just the instinct to “lawyer up” in response to crises, but doing so to the exclusion of seeking His presence and judgment. It’s like preparing for a harvest but neglecting the very ground on which it should occur – God’s threshing floor. This metaphorical space represents a place of divine judgment and purification, where true intentions and actions are revealed and assessed by God Himself.

A Call to Return to Spiritual Foundations

This scenario serves as a stark reminder of the need to return to our spiritual foundations in times of turmoil. The focus on legal and investigative procedures, while I suppose necessary for earthly justice, should not overshadow our spiritual responsibilities. The call to humble ourselves before God, to seek His wisdom and guidance, and to trust in His justice is paramount. It’s a call to remember that our ultimate accountability is not to human institutions or courts, but to the God of all justice, in whose presence true healing and restoration can begin.

Praying for Comfort in the Midst of Trauma and Depression

In the wake of the recent revelations that have shaken the IHOPKC community and others affected, the need for comfort and solace for those emerging from trauma and battling depression is paramount. The scripture, particularly 2 Corinthians 1:3-4, provides a profound source of hope and guidance in these trying times: “Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God.”

The Nature of Divine Comfort

This passage highlights the character of God as the ultimate source of compassion and comfort. In moments of despair and desolation, it is this divine comfort that can provide a balm to the wounded soul. The unique aspect of God’s comfort is that it is not merely a passive empathy but an active and transformative presence that nurtures and heals from within.

God’s Comfort in Personal Trials

For those battling the shadows of trauma and depression, the assurance of God’s comfort offers a ray of hope. Personal trials often bring feelings of isolation and helplessness, but the promise in this scripture is that God is intimately aware of our struggles. His comfort is not distant or detached; it is a profound presence that surrounds and permeates our being, offering strength and peace even in the darkest of times.

Extending Comfort to Others

Importantly, the scripture invites us to become conduits of the comfort we receive in due time. In our own experience of divine solace, we are equipped to empathize with and support others who are hurting. This cycle of receiving and giving comfort creates a community of care and resilience. It is through our own healing that we learn the language of consolation and become better able to walk alongside others in their journeys of recovery.

The Role of Community in Healing

The path to healing from trauma and depression is often a communal journey. The shared experiences within a community can foster an environment where individuals feel understood and supported. Being surrounded by others who have also known pain, yet have found solace and strength in God’s comfort, can be incredibly affirming and encouraging. I endured abuse at a young age from a family member and the church and community was so powerfully healing to me.

Hope and Healing Beyond Pain

In times of upheaval and distress, hope might seem like a distant flicker, but the promise of God’s unfailing comfort assures us that healing is possible. The journey may be long and fraught with challenges, but the relentless compassion of God is a steadfast anchor. It’s in this hope that we find the courage to face each day, and in His comfort, we discover the capacity to heal and to bring healing to others.

Affirmation of Survivors’ Courage and Worth

In the midst of the tumultuous events, my unwavering prayers are with the survivors, who are enduring the most profound impact of this crisis. To those of you who may read this, please know that you are deeply cherished and respected. Your courage in facing these challenges is a powerful testament to the strength of truth over fear. You are deserving of every measure of justice and acknowledgment.

Upholding the Eternal Truths and Standing in Solidarity

Despite the challenges we face, the eternal truths that have been revealed to us and the resonant call of Christ in our lives remain unshakeable. It is through God’s grace that we continue to worship and follow Jesus, in all circumstances. May God’s peace and comfort envelop you in your journey, and may His justice be evident in the path you have courageously chosen to walk. You are not alone in this journey; you have allies and friends among us who are committed to reform and who hear, love, and stand with you in this time of healing and rebuilding.

December Update

Acknowledging God’s Power in Miracles I’ve had a few dreams reminding me of significant demonstrations of His power. Months and years later, to this day, I run into people who tell me how God transformed their lives when they were prayed for. As this is happening, God reminds me it’s not me, it’s His power. We’re just earthen vessels.

Recognizing the Source of Spiritual Gifts Sometimes you feel this power of God coming out, but it’s not our power, it’s God’s. When the Lord speaks through someone prophetically, revealing detailed information about people, it’s not the person who’s awesome, it’s God. He can speak through anyone, even donkeys.

I’ve been reminded lately, that what Solomon may have done late in life or David early on does not undo the works God did through them in between. There is currently much emotion and changing information, with little that’s actually confirmed, regarding recent events. Clarity will come in time, but for now we should be cautious about the voices coloring how we process all this. Seeds of despair and frustration are being chaotically sown, and that is not the Lord’s doing.

Ceasing to Glorify Men A great verse in Isaiah literally says, “Cease from man.” We should stop glorifying men. I’m compelled to remind us that we pray in the name of Jesus, not any earthly leader. When Herod was struck down for accepting praise that belonged to God, it reminded us that anything good we receive is from God.

Refiner’s Fire in Times of Trial Psalm 127:1 says, “Unless the Lord builds the house, the laborers labor in vain.” The song ‘Refiner’s Fire’ sung earlier in this service symbolizes what’s happening now: a refining fire that brings a lot of things to the surface.

Embracing God’s Refining Process The Refiner’s Fire has come, and we’re living through it. When it appears in your life, don’t resist it. God brings these things to the surface not to hurt but to help and cleanse you. The devil condemns, but God seeks to purify. Make right what needs to be corrected in your life, whether it’s just between you and God, with another party, or requires involving leaders.

Dealing with Revealed Issues When something unclean is revealed, address it promptly. Don’t let it fester. Deal with it before the Lord, as He loves to show mercy and cleanse. What can be properly covered and dealt with, let it be so, without needing exposure due to improper handling.

We are living in a pivotal moment in history, whether humanity has 5 years or 500 years left. These are birth pang times that will shape things for years to come. In May, God used IHOPKC and others to mobilize more unified prayer and fasting for Israel than ever before.

This global prayer effort for Israel’s protection and God’s purposes involved more intercessors than I can recall in my lifetime. The focus is not praying against any group, but interceding for God’s will to be done and for safety amidst the conflicts.

Even as this significant prayer movement crescendoed, disturbing allegations surfaced surrounding appalling violence during the war in Israel. The horrific events of October 7th highlighted the evil we face, with profoundly distressing actions leading journalists to recoil in horror at the brutality.

In its efforts to eradicate Hamas, Israel’s military campaign has elicited terrible suffering for Palestinians in Gaza, including escalating civilian and child fatality counts. We must recognize that all human life – Palestinian or Israeli – is equally precious before God.